..i was HURT after a long time.. part2

kakagaling ko lng sa bakasyon,,
akala ko ok n ako,,
xempre nkpgpahinga n eh,,

tpos mejo mtgal n xang hnd ngppramdam,,
(since feeling q ok n aq)
nag message aq sknya..

"iniiwasan m b aq??
ayaw m n b aqng kaibgan??"

para nmn hnd n aq umasa p db??
cnsigurado q lng..
smgot nmn xa,,
hnd nmn dw s gnun,,

so ngkkwentuhan kme ulet,,
pero unlike bfore n s ym kme,,
ds tym s FB lng,,

nkwento nya n inlove xa,,
sbi ko: "wow,, buti p xa"
gmwa p xa ng vid n ngwewento ng
bgong buhay pagibig nya,,

snend nya sken tong dlwang vid n toh,,
xempre aq nmn pinanuod q,,
mgnda nmn,, ngsasalaysay ng
mga naganap mula s pgkkkilala nila,,
hnggang s kng pnu sila naging mgkaibigan,,

nkakatuwa ung kwento nila,,
halatang halata n ilove nga xa,,
(AUN!) nung nrealize q un,,
npgtanto q,, kea pla aq nanginginig,,
kceh nsasaktan aq.. angsakit..

masakit pla n mkita m ung
taong mnamahal m n ngging masaya
kasama ang iba,,

ANG SAKIT!!!

..BAKASYONn en grande..

so,,
yep,.
it finally came,,
the vacation i've been waiting for,,

pero this is not the blog about that,,
hehehehe..

papansin lng po,,
ds is our sked,,

MAY 16
-went to cebu,, checked in,, ate out,, slept,,

MAY 17
-went to the airport,, flyt to manila,,
enrol at st. benilde,, then back to cebu,,
(all while mom and dad is on a tour of cebu)
ate out at oyster bay,, slept,,

MAY 18
-bfast,, picked up going to badian,, went coral watching via
glass bottomed boat,, then enjoyed the thalasso pool,
on our room,, slept,,

MAY 19
-going to bohol via ferry,, picked up at d pier by
an amorita crew,, ate out at the beach,, then slept early,,

MAY 20
-went to church early,, then went on a tour around bohol,,
thats till the afternoon,, then went back to amorita,,
enjoyed the room and plunge pool,, ate at the saffron resto,,
had massage,, had d best sleep,,

MAY 21
-went out early for dolphin watching,, then ate bfast at saffron,,
went back to our villa,, slept,, woke up,, pack things,,
checked out,, ate lunch at saffron,, then wait for shuttle to d airport,,

manila at like 7pm
home at like 10pm

..i was HURT after a long time..

it was a friday,,
my best friend is at our house
pero he slept early,,
i chatted again,,

i met this person,,
nkpalagayan q xa agad ng loob,,
(since we're on same belief)
chat,, wento,, twanan,,
knock knock,,

we just stopped chatting
coz its 4am already,,
pero i ddnt stop thinking
about dis person since then,,

d next day we chatted again,,
we we're fine,,
and there's this certain feeling
n hnd q p maexplain that time,,

we stopped chatting nnmn kceh
its morning nnmn..
the next day i was bc all day,,
i went out wid my best frnd again,,
then he stayed at my house nnmn.,

since we were rili tired he slept early nnmn,,
i stayed up,, well,, to chat nnmn,,
we talked about a lot of things whenever we chat,,
as in super lot,, kea ds day inabot kme ng 5am,,
den we slept n,, (i think im falling)

d next day,, we chatted a lil,,
pero i slepy early,,
i have duties in d morning kceh,,
pero we are bound to meet
in d afternoon,,
so i was rili excited,,

d afternoon came,,
we met,, made kwento,,
we went to my house,,
made kwento,, super kwento,,
thats till 11 came,,
that person need to go home,,

so aun,, hinatid q xa till mkskay xa,,
then txtd n we should chat pgnkuwe n xa,,
so we did chat again,,

i felt rili sad,,
(kea nga im blogging naun)
when that person said n:
"we could stay frnds nmn"
and explained why,,(frnds lng)

altho i do understand d explanation,,
(too complicated to post here,, so id rather not)
i cant stop being sad,,
i cnt even stop crying now,,
haaaaaaayyy,,

pero thnks to dis person,,
now i know and its proven,,
that i still have d heart to love,,
(when i thought i lost it)

il never stop loving,,
kht i know hnd pwede..
I LOVE YOU.

..HAFFIE VERTH THEI,, ma..

..its my pretty mom's bday today,, please greet her a happy one.. tnx..