..TANONGs..

"bakit kung kailan kita kailangan tsaka ka wala?" "bakit pnababayaan mong mapalayo ako?" "totoo ka ba talaga?" "nagsasawa ka na ba?" napakaraming tanong na hindi ko kayang sagutin ngayon,, madami dito,, ikaw lang ang may alam,, hindi din nmn ako sigurado kung kakayanin ko ang mga mgiging sagot dito,, bukas bibigyan kita ng pagkakataon,, pagkakataon na linawin ang lahat.. honestly,, mejo ayoko na ng ganito,, hindi lng talaga pantay ng level,, kaya hindi nagkakasabay.. nakakalungkot kasi ayokong mawala ka.. pero mas pipiliin ko bng mahirapan para lng mapasakin ang gusto ko?? arrr,, tanong nnmn,, gulong gulo na ako.. mananahimik ako maghapon.. titignan ko kng kaya ko.. titignan ko kng kaya mo.. TITIGNAN KO KNG KAYA NATIN..

..ANSWER to everything..

why are there times of silence??
those times when i don't hear anything..
those times when i don't have any idea what is happening,,

those silent moments makes me feel a lot of emotions all at the same time,,

DOUBT
i never doubted before,,
and i learned my lesson,,
the HARD WAY,,
(see post before this)

FEAR
i always have this fear of
losing you,,
that you might go with someone else,,
you can't blame me,,

TRUST
i wanted to trust you,,
since you claimed that i should..
and i do,, really,,
i just need you to make me see i should,,

LOVE
after all this mixed feelings,,
even when i doubt,,
LOVE truly is the answer,,
i just remember why i love you in the first place
and all is back to normal,,