..BYE 2010..

..will leave the house in a few moments,, HAPPY NEW YEAR Y'ALL,, i will miss ARKKI..

..RIZAL DAY 2010..

..it's his day,, how could we forget..

DEE clan

..im so blessed to have a family like what i have now,, thank you..

..28 yrs of fun..

‎..its their 28th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY today,, dis yr lng aq wlang gft sknila,, (wala kasi aqng tym bumili khpon) oh well,, it's d thought that counts daw,, so yan,, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY MOM AND DAD..

..my ARKKI..

..hir's my good girl,, her name is ARKKI,, named after my passion for ARCHITECTURE,, she survived distemper,, parvo virus and a poison attempt,, ME LOVE HER SO MUCH..

PRODUCTIVE DAY:

..gave bath for my doggie,, played with her too,, clean my bedroom,, arranged my clothes,, worked out a lil,, and i get to sleep for 6hrs,, WHO CAN TOP THAT?? hmm..

HEARTFELT SITUATION:

..knina we were eating at a costly resto,, a family came and sit at the table beside ours,, i overheard the youngest child talking to his dad,, he was so excited to eat there,, he's so adorable,, but then i saw the mom looking at the menu,, and gave that look to the dad,, the look that says: 'we can't afford this',, then they left widawt ordering any,, their kids super heart broken,, even i am..

..it hurts so much..

supposedly,,
i had a date earlier today,,
but then,, sumthng's gone wrong,,
i cnt contact any number of my date,,
i tried calling from 8am-1pm,,
i only stopped when my dad asked me to eat for lunch,,

when i get back to my desktop,,
voilla,, my date msgd,,

and its on what's on d msg dat hurt me so much,,
i hate it,, i dunno wat to do,,
so i closed d door and i cried,, silently,, i did,,

i honestly dnt knw wat happend but it ended just like dat,,
no clues,, no hint or anythng,, wala talaga,, bgla lng..

i stopped for a while,,
i just stopped and think,,
then i decided,,

today: 11.10.11
i died,, jheddie died,,
we dnt knw for sure if
he can still be revived..

his heart turned to stone,,
and we still cant figure out
if it still have d capacity to love.


good luck future.

..SALAMAT sa lahat at PAALAM..

earlier this day (10.10.10)
my mom recieved a call
that brought the news of my KUYA's death,,
the death was so sudden
all who heard was shocked
and brought to tears..

even i was in tears,,
i cant remember myself crying
for sum1 that much,,

my kuya is a good guy,,
he's a friend to everyone,,
and a dedicated church officer,,

i cant help but wonder how.. err,, u knw,,
ahmm,, i just hope it ddnt hurt him,,
as much as it hurts us,,
i hope the ones left in this mortal world
find their peace soon..

who ever said crying isn't gonna help much,,
guess what,, it rili does,, a lot..

"kuya,, salamat sa lahat,
congrats,, nktpos k n ng takbuhin m,,
hntayin m nlng kmi,, PAALAM"

it rili is hard to swallow,,
spexaly,, its very sudden,,
it surprised us all,,

but then its good to know
that so many LOVES you,,
it made me kinda envy that,,

oh well,,
ciao kuya..
ciao..

..FAVE day..

..eyy eff arr eee EYTCH enn DEE

or

eff arr eee eee EYTCH eyy enn DEE,,

on a

eff arr ayy DEE eyy wayy,,

im so

eee exx see ayy tee eee DEE..

..another GOOD DOG gone..

my dog,,
HUNKKI,,
was poisoned today,,
he died immediately,,


he was given to us last may 21, 2010,,
pero he was born april 20, 2010,,
today sept 21, 2010 he died,,


he was a good dog,,
and he will always be remembered..
cry cry cry,, T___T

..my PNR plate..

so here's my PNR plate,,
i defended it kanina,,
presenting only an amateur sketch of my ideas,,
and a first tym rendition using Sketch up,,
tho it's not wid d real juries,,
i think its ok nmn,,

so basically,,
we were asked to ride d PNR
just to hav an experience,,
then based on that
we need to arrive to a design for
a new station platform,

after we came up wid a basic form,,
our professor had us listning to
a music,, which is our second
line of consideration for our design,,

so we needed ou basic forms to evolve
into somthing that we can relate to the music
but wouldn't let go of the concept from the experience.

so mine did its evolution plenty of times,,
until i arrived wid MY PNR.

Philosophy:
"..nature aligns with
organization to oppress chaos.."

Design Phlosophy:
"..think green.."

Design Concept (for this project):
-a bread
-a Rubik's cube

..the ARCHITECT that i like and the one that i hate..

tuesday last week,, our class was asked to report an architect,, one per student,, a total of 19 architects was reported that day,, architects of diff nationality and genre. after the reporting,, we were asked to blog about the architect we liked the most and the architect we hated the most. so, here's mine:


i like architect DANIEL LIBESKIND. i like him because he is a deconstructionist and i wanted to be like that. i wanted to make my designs so unique i can't help but be famous. i also like the late architect FRANK LLOYD WRIGHT. i like him because he is the one that transformed architecture in his time. i wanted to be like that, i want to be the one to introduce a new architectural trend in our time.


among the reported architects,, i didn't like architect ZAHA HADID only because she is so good at designing, she can't build her designs yet,, because her designs require higher technologies than what we have now.

hmm.. ciao..
^___^v

..MOA friday..

..last friday,, we went out wid a professor of mine,, went to moa to eat sana,, pero on our way there we were caught by an officer of the laws,, eh mejo no violation naman pero weird,, kceh bnayaran nlng nmen instead n kukunin nya ung license tpos bbyaran dn dun,, haaayyy,,

i know its bad pero lets face it,, gnun s pilipinas,, sad pero true.

..a DREAM i had..

kgabe,,
i dreamt of sumthng weird..
s dream ko,,
i was wid my friends,,
we were walking lng ata,,
tpos i get d feeling n may gsto pumatay skin,,
along d dream,,
mdameng attempt para mpatay aq,,
but then hnd successful,,

i woke up,,

nung noon,,
i slept ulit,,
i dreamt of it again,,
parang continuation,,

i was wid frnds nnmn,,
we're in this old house,,
mejo scary ung setting,,
pero masaya ung nanyayare..
til isa isa silang nwala,,

tpos bglang nsa isang gym kme,,
wid 3 tigers on their hindlegs,,
(yes they were standing on 2 feet)
and they are brushing their teeth,,
tpos hnd lng nmin sila pnansin,,
my friends played around,,
may mga arcade games kc,,
ako,, i went s bowling spot,,
i grabbed a bowling ball,,
then came this small car n hinabol aq,,
papatayin nya daw aq,,
pero i smashed d wind shield wid d bowling ball,,
plus my friends stopped it,,
tpos we opened the (err..) roof..

nkita q ung gurl,,
ang gnda nya,,
yellow eyes and yellow lipstick,,
long hair,, n mejo kulot,,
maputi xa uber,,
we argued,,
and it seemed like meron tlga xang grudge skin,,
scary,,

pero d funny part was,,
i kissed her,, grabe,,
parang totoo,,
walang xang nagawa,,
kinurot nya lng ako s tummy ko,,

then i woke up,,
wid d feeling of her lips to myn,,
and her hands s tummy ko,,

its 1pm plng pla..
a very short dream..

mssbi ko lng:
"i kissed a gurl,,
and i liked it"

..MANIFESTO 02..

ok, so it's been how many years now, since i first answered the question:
"what is architecture?". 4yrs ago my answer would have been: "architecture
is the art and science of designing and planning.". but then through the
years, i learned it's not just that, architecture cannot be simply described
as an art and science, it's not just designing, it's not just planning.
i think, architecture is a science, maybe because it includes a lot of numbers.
it is an art maybe because it requires a lot of creativity. it is also a
profession one can hold till his death bed. ultimately, i think, architecture is
the best field that suites me, it is the only thing that can make me feel that i've got so many things to show, that made me feel like im so crazy by doing things i don't normally do. architecture can make me stay up (with no sleep) for up to 6 days (best record yet), it can make me cry for a grade i think i don't deserve but then after a cup of coffee i'd realize what's wrong about it and accept the grade given to me. maybe, if i wasn't for architecture i wouldn't be the person i am today, well generally, it is something one cannot understand unless he/she falls in love with it.

hmm.. what i like about architecture is its complexity?? i think architecture is so complex i liked it. it is complex in a way that it keeps my brain working, it keeps my mind thinking of a way, a design, a plan, or a solution. it's so hard but i like it. another thing i like about architecture is its challenge, the challenge i face every week for 5 years now. every challenge gets me going, i experienced failures and successes. every failure is a new experience, a new base for the next challenge to come. every success is a trophy, not for showing off but for others to learn about. another thing (i like) is its value today, there is no monumental structure today that doesn't have a touch of architecture in it, from government offices to theaters, or even those that dates back from prehistory which brings us to another thing i like about architecture, its ancient-ness. architecture dates back from the times of the Egyptians, the Romans, the Greeks it even precedes writing. ok enough, i like architecture, do i really need to say so much about it?? i like it (period).

i don't hate architecture, i mean, how can i hate something i really love? hmm.. oh well, let me try. ok, maybe i don't hate architecture as a whole but of course there are some flaws that i don't really like. having less time for my self is something i hate. i hate not going to malls because of a plate, i hate not going out with friends because i need to render something, i hate not to go shopping with family because i need to finish a model. but then again, these are not somethings i can blame on architecture. hmmm.. let's find something i could. oh yes there, like my first manifesto stated before, i hated architecture because it wounds nature. it uses a lot of resources just to be burned at the end. i dunno, its just that im so into nature too, maybe this realization could make a better architect only if it is to be put out in public, i mean, it is out in public, but it needs more attention.

hmmm.. i think that's it. i think i'll mail this now. ^___^v

..COLLEGE experience @ DLS-CSB

..its been a while,,
hahahhaa,, sbi q bfore,,
dadalasan q pgbblog dto,,
well,, mxdong bc eh,,
naun lng ngkron ng tym..

so der,,
dis is about my 2nd life
err,, my 2nd college life,,
2nd kceh,, dti n aqng college,,
s DLSU-D (de la salle university-dasmariñas),,
then,, since d month of MAY,,
student n aq ng DLS-CSB (de la salle-college of saint benilde),,
hmmm,, and because i am so happyabout it,,
im blogging it,,

mmmh,, as you can see,,
i ddnt hav d chance to blog about my former school,,
wel, hnd aq ntuwa ng kgaya naun eh,,
i min,, la salle dasma is fyn,,
super mgndang skul,,
super nice facilities,,
pero ders sumting about me n hnd mxdong like dun,,
parang: its not d skul,, its me..

im blogging bout CSB,, super nagiging masaya aq dun,,
tho,, mejo mhirap kceh uwian aq,, Cavite-manila-cavite..
i know,, parusa db?? and to think i just live across DLSU-D.
hahahhaha.. funny ryt??

hmmm,, y do i like CSB,,
firstly,, ganda ng curriculum n tntake q dun,
mejo promising xa,,
then,, my frnds and klasmeyts,,
their super nice,,
i luv them,,
tsaka i feel like i belong s skul,,
ewan q b,, hmmm..

i am a one proud lasallian-benildean..
ciao for now,, ^___^v

..i was HURT after a long time.. part2

kakagaling ko lng sa bakasyon,,
akala ko ok n ako,,
xempre nkpgpahinga n eh,,

tpos mejo mtgal n xang hnd ngppramdam,,
(since feeling q ok n aq)
nag message aq sknya..

"iniiwasan m b aq??
ayaw m n b aqng kaibgan??"

para nmn hnd n aq umasa p db??
cnsigurado q lng..
smgot nmn xa,,
hnd nmn dw s gnun,,

so ngkkwentuhan kme ulet,,
pero unlike bfore n s ym kme,,
ds tym s FB lng,,

nkwento nya n inlove xa,,
sbi ko: "wow,, buti p xa"
gmwa p xa ng vid n ngwewento ng
bgong buhay pagibig nya,,

snend nya sken tong dlwang vid n toh,,
xempre aq nmn pinanuod q,,
mgnda nmn,, ngsasalaysay ng
mga naganap mula s pgkkkilala nila,,
hnggang s kng pnu sila naging mgkaibigan,,

nkakatuwa ung kwento nila,,
halatang halata n ilove nga xa,,
(AUN!) nung nrealize q un,,
npgtanto q,, kea pla aq nanginginig,,
kceh nsasaktan aq.. angsakit..

masakit pla n mkita m ung
taong mnamahal m n ngging masaya
kasama ang iba,,

ANG SAKIT!!!

..BAKASYONn en grande..

so,,
yep,.
it finally came,,
the vacation i've been waiting for,,

pero this is not the blog about that,,
hehehehe..

papansin lng po,,
ds is our sked,,

MAY 16
-went to cebu,, checked in,, ate out,, slept,,

MAY 17
-went to the airport,, flyt to manila,,
enrol at st. benilde,, then back to cebu,,
(all while mom and dad is on a tour of cebu)
ate out at oyster bay,, slept,,

MAY 18
-bfast,, picked up going to badian,, went coral watching via
glass bottomed boat,, then enjoyed the thalasso pool,
on our room,, slept,,

MAY 19
-going to bohol via ferry,, picked up at d pier by
an amorita crew,, ate out at the beach,, then slept early,,

MAY 20
-went to church early,, then went on a tour around bohol,,
thats till the afternoon,, then went back to amorita,,
enjoyed the room and plunge pool,, ate at the saffron resto,,
had massage,, had d best sleep,,

MAY 21
-went out early for dolphin watching,, then ate bfast at saffron,,
went back to our villa,, slept,, woke up,, pack things,,
checked out,, ate lunch at saffron,, then wait for shuttle to d airport,,

manila at like 7pm
home at like 10pm

..i was HURT after a long time..

it was a friday,,
my best friend is at our house
pero he slept early,,
i chatted again,,

i met this person,,
nkpalagayan q xa agad ng loob,,
(since we're on same belief)
chat,, wento,, twanan,,
knock knock,,

we just stopped chatting
coz its 4am already,,
pero i ddnt stop thinking
about dis person since then,,

d next day we chatted again,,
we we're fine,,
and there's this certain feeling
n hnd q p maexplain that time,,

we stopped chatting nnmn kceh
its morning nnmn..
the next day i was bc all day,,
i went out wid my best frnd again,,
then he stayed at my house nnmn.,

since we were rili tired he slept early nnmn,,
i stayed up,, well,, to chat nnmn,,
we talked about a lot of things whenever we chat,,
as in super lot,, kea ds day inabot kme ng 5am,,
den we slept n,, (i think im falling)

d next day,, we chatted a lil,,
pero i slepy early,,
i have duties in d morning kceh,,
pero we are bound to meet
in d afternoon,,
so i was rili excited,,

d afternoon came,,
we met,, made kwento,,
we went to my house,,
made kwento,, super kwento,,
thats till 11 came,,
that person need to go home,,

so aun,, hinatid q xa till mkskay xa,,
then txtd n we should chat pgnkuwe n xa,,
so we did chat again,,

i felt rili sad,,
(kea nga im blogging naun)
when that person said n:
"we could stay frnds nmn"
and explained why,,(frnds lng)

altho i do understand d explanation,,
(too complicated to post here,, so id rather not)
i cant stop being sad,,
i cnt even stop crying now,,
haaaaaaayyy,,

pero thnks to dis person,,
now i know and its proven,,
that i still have d heart to love,,
(when i thought i lost it)

il never stop loving,,
kht i know hnd pwede..
I LOVE YOU.

..HAFFIE VERTH THEI,, ma..

..its my pretty mom's bday today,, please greet her a happy one.. tnx..

..sayang,, pero my NEXT TYM p nmn..

..OK,,
so hnd p aq mxdong nkkmove on s nkraang lakad ng angkan,,
maxadong naging masaya,,

sayang wula ung mga towers (espino's & aquino's),,
ung mga states side (flores' & dee's),,

di bale my next tym p nmn..

..now on WINDOWS7.. weeee..

asked my friend to fix my pc for me,,
ang ending d nya kaya,,
so we called our frnd n mas xur kmeng kaya,,
aun,, kaya nmn tlgah,,
ngawa nya,,

hehehehe..
im on WINDOWS7 now,,
saya!

..maniningit: HUWAG TULARAN..

so,, kkgaling lng nameng mgppnsan s nkkpagod at masayang lakad,,
pauwe n kme,, kaso,, grabe,, dang haba ng pila,,
eh wula nmn kme mgwa,, pumila nlng kme at ngantay.

malapit n kme halos s sskyang bus,,
nang bglang dumating ang apat n manong,,
pilit n sumisingit s pagitan nmeng mgppnsan..
tpos.. hihinto dn pg huminto s pagandar ng pila,,

cguro nhalata nila n mejo obvious ang pgsingit nila smen,,
aba,, pumunta s bndang mas unahan,,
at,, akalain nyong nauna pang silang umakyat s bus kesa smen.,,

hnd lang yon,, prenteng prente pang nkaupo ang mga ulupong,,
hbang ang mga totoong nkapila,, aun nnnkit ang paa n nkatayo,,
kapal nila manong no?? BV.

HUWAG PONG TUTULARAN.

..the EK experience..

went to Enchanted Kingdom last monday,,
but frst i went to the mall to
continue my "posponed" shopping,,
bought the shirt that cause so much
fight between my mom nd i,,

then i went to rob imus
just like planned,,
kaso ang hnd kasama s plan is
them (mercados nd bautistas)being late,,
usapan 1030 alis nah,, nkaalis kme mg 11 nah,,

well any ways,, sakay bus papuntang ayala,,,
buti wula mxdong traffic,,
we made it there before 1,,
meet up wid d alfonsos,,

den went to sta. rosa ,laguna
mejo nligaw p ng konti,,
pero arrived der ng 2,,
so aus lng since kk open lng ng EK,,

so saya.,,
ate frst,, tpos nag rides,,
bndang hapon,, nagbasa na,,,
tpos ate nnmn,, *burp,,

then aun picked up ng bndang 700,,
went to makati for ate hope,,
then ate nnmn on d way to d alfonsos place,,
slip over,, (err,, sleep??)

yun n!!
den nagpatuyo,

,,its HIS bday,, and im blogging..

hehehehe..

ok,,
so yesterday,,
we went to moa to celebrate my dad's day,,
we shopped a lil,, den we ate s chinese resto,
(since chinese fud lng tlgah nkksatisfy ke dad)
so aun nga ate at pots and noodles,,
uber wentuhan,, at kainan galore as in,,

tpos walked and shopped nnmn,,
at ang tatay q patawa,,
laging my joke s mga sales clerks,,
hahahaha..

den we had ice cream,,
sa crepes and creme,,
hehehe,, der we took pics,,
solo kceh nmen ung ice cream parlor,,
wulang tao,, kme lng tatlo tpos ung ngtitinda,,
hehehehe..

den went to buy my dad his gifts for ds yr,,
one from my mom,, and one from me,,
hehehhee.. secret nlng kng anu..

den,, uwi n sna kme,,
kaso si mama nid bumalik s pngblhan nya earlier,,
so we went der,, pnaaus nya lng ung bnili nya,,
den we went home,,

its a fun fun day after all,,
^___^v

..GREET now,, blog later..

..a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my beloved dad,, turned XX today,, going out to celebrate,, hahahaha..

..ill be blogging bout our gala later.. hahaha..

ciao!

..EXAM day plus GALA day..

..its been two weeks since i started to pray for dis day,, then yesterday i asked our minister to pray for me,, and suddenly all my fear of failing today was replaced by confidence and lots of trust..

..TODAY IS THE DAY,, i hope today turns out nothing short of great,, or perfect,, (or even lucky),, wish me luck,, BE OUT THE WHOLE DAY..

..then cam the plans after d exam,, be going out wid my cuzins,, be going to share sum pieces of life again,, not to mention the bond..

..halata bng excited?? wel if ever hnd,, eto,, ipagsisisgawan q..

EXCITED NA AQ!!!

..gurls will always be gurls..

..i swear,, i've never known a girl who could go to the bathroom alone,, WHAT IS IT WITH GIRLS?? hmm..

plurk.

..waaa,, hnd aq makapag log in s plurk q,, wats happening?? can anybody help me?? anyone?? haaaayy..

sony VAIO

..my LAPTOP is gonna be with a technician on a sony service center for 2-3 weeks,, grabe antagal,, kailangan q n xa ulet..

still sleepy..

..woke up too early nnmn,, haaayy,, hav a happy thrid of feb,, ill go bak to slip nah,, ZZZzzzZZzzzz..

..summer vacation..

..can't wait for summer na,, everything's arranged perfectly,, there's just one thing to worry about,, i hope it doesn't rain..

..SLOTH..

..slept and slouched 'round the house for the whole day,, quite relaxing actually,, the prob is that i pro'lly won't be able to sleep now..

..cravings..

craving for the following:

* oven maid's chocolate cake
* crepes and cream's mint chocolate chip ice cream
* dunkin donut's choco wacko
* almond marina's beef lasagna
* yellow cab's new york pizza
* mey lin, pots and noodels' steamed dumplings

i know im on a diet,, err,, i wont gain weight by posting dis ryt?? no harm done..

..my latest BOOK craze..

..HUNGER GAMES & CATCHING FIRE: two books i'm never gonna get tired of reading,, in fact,, i read it three times already..

^___^v

..an OBITUARY for KHUKKI..

..KHUKKI: (16nov2009(owned)-14january2009),, so sad.. T___T

khukki was given to us on november 16, 2009.. and stayed with us for d whole time until january 13,2010,, she was diagnosed of parvovirus,, and on its critical stage,, thus resulting to being confined for 5 days,, but then,, today,, january 14, 2010,, she lost strength to fight for life,, and bid farewell to one and all,,

we will surely miss her,, T___T

..KHUKKI d doggie..

..KHUKKI is sick,, i hope she gets well really soon,, i miss her energy..

lubayan m n ako!!!

..help me!! im being attacked by the lousy GOLLUM!! ahhhh..

lurve eeeet..

,,i know i will laugh about dis picture some day,, i lurve eeet much much,,