..it hurts so much..

supposedly,,
i had a date earlier today,,
but then,, sumthng's gone wrong,,
i cnt contact any number of my date,,
i tried calling from 8am-1pm,,
i only stopped when my dad asked me to eat for lunch,,

when i get back to my desktop,,
voilla,, my date msgd,,

and its on what's on d msg dat hurt me so much,,
i hate it,, i dunno wat to do,,
so i closed d door and i cried,, silently,, i did,,

i honestly dnt knw wat happend but it ended just like dat,,
no clues,, no hint or anythng,, wala talaga,, bgla lng..

i stopped for a while,,
i just stopped and think,,
then i decided,,

today: 11.10.11
i died,, jheddie died,,
we dnt knw for sure if
he can still be revived..

his heart turned to stone,,
and we still cant figure out
if it still have d capacity to love.


good luck future.