..cheating..

"..cheating is on page 26 article letter 'm' on your student handbook.."
i remember my proff back in HS days saying this during an exam..

back then i never thought cheating could be this hurting..
i never thought it'll give me this kind of heart beat,,
my heart,, i thought it stopped for a moment there,,
that moment when i saw you looking for somebody else..

now my heart beat isn't stopping,,
it goes faster and faster..
it amazes me how i can still type this blog..
guess my heart speaks here..

i started crying a moment ago,,
when everything comes rushing to me,,
akala ko im for keeps??
hnd ko na alam kng ano paniniwalaan ko..

this is huge..
T___T